BEHOLDING HIS GLORY

BEHOLDING HIS GLORY

June 2006

                                                  Volume IV Number 10

          ”But we all, with open face beholding as in a glass the glory of the Lord, are changed into the same image from glory to glory, even as by the Spirit of the Lord. “ (2 Corinthians 3:18)


THOUGHTS FOR CONSIDERATION:

          Greetings again my Brethren.  Life and God will take things out of your mouth if you allow them.  When I Pastored in Germany I would teach much about gossip and talking about others, but the longer I go with God the more He has allowed the Holy Spirit to reveal my heart to me in these areas.  When I was young in the Lord I was fearless and bold.  I would go and do and at times not think of the consequences, but now I am older and  have allowed God to work some wisdom and enlightenment in me. Jesus told Peter, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, when thou wast young, thou girdedst thyself, and walkedst whither thou wouldest: but when thou shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands, and another shall gird thee, and carry thee whither thou wouldest not.” (John 21:18)  We do not want to go to some places and do the things whereby God can kill our flesh and break us the more. God and others have girded me and carried me to places I in myself would not want to go. I am not as zealous and quick to speak and act for God or myself, but now am established, rooted, and grounded in understanding which is the place in God to know His will and leading in our lives. The Rich Young Ruler (Mark 10:17-22) was zealous for Jesus; he ran after Him.  He called Jesus good teacher and honoured Him. And he even worshiped Jesus by bowing down to Him, but he could not be obedient to Him and do what Jesus asked him to do.  Sadly the Rich Young Ruler could not totally sell out.  The Rich Young Ruler like Peter was not broken. In them was not even the hint of humility. If you walk with the Lord long enough He will work out your zealousness and self-seeking and work in humility and brokenness. And yes so too this topic of brokenness has been worked in my life and spirit through the years to a place where I seem to draw back from God’s work in my life. After all it hurts when God begins to work in our lives, it is painful, but it is a death unto real life. When God begins to kill our self-life and will, where there will be produced in us some spiritual maturity, we will resist His drawing and touch.  We, like the Children of Israel, will long for the fish, leeks, garlic, and sweet melons of past experiences and good feeling of His abiding presence. We remember the fish, which we did eat in Egypt freely; the cucumbers, and the melons, and the leeks, and the onions, and the garlick: 6But now our soul is dried away: there is nothing at all, beside this manna, before our eyes.” (Numbers 11:5-6) Even Jesus had a will that was contrary to His Father’s for His life. Jesus prayed, Saying, Father, if thou be willing, remove this cup from me: nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done.” (Luke 22:42)  I wonder what this will was?  Maybe it was a will, like we too have, not to go and be put death.  A will whereby our flesh must be crucified and die.  Over these many years God has been killing me as I travel in ministry.  How unfair this all seems to me.  God directs me to places that are not so pleasant to my flesh so that He can get me alone with Him.  He allures me, with the bait of ministering to people, into the wilderness so that He can speak comfort to me.  Therefore, behold, I will allure her, and bring her into the wilderness, and speak comfortably unto her.”  (Hosea 2:14) God is good at making us eat our words.  When I was young in the Lord I would teach on being broken before Him, how the broken alone are useful to the Lord.  Now this all is true, but I was speaking these words from a place of not really knowing what I was saying.  Oh I knew of the words and the divine spiritual principle in operation, but I did not have the enlightenment or revelation to the truth of what I was saying.  The Body of Christ is chock-full of evangelists, preachers, and teachers who know of God (most often in selfish ways), His precious Son Jesus Christ (through His salvation), and even the Holy Spirit (through His infilling), but do not know the truth of the words they speak.  Why? Because God has not been allowed to break them, mold them, and break them, and mold them again and again.  It is the working of truth into our lives and spirit, through God’s dealings and judgements, is how we are established and strengthened in the inward man.  How can we be strong if we have no inward strength?  Oh it is easy to have outward strength, but now inward strength that is a whole different building program in our lives.  God starts building in us by first tearing down everything we are built on that is not of Him. God will not build on another man’s foundation.  It all must be pulled down and placed in the captivity of Christ Jesus.  Inward strength, in us, is built during hard times and difficult situations in our lives. God does not give us His power and strength just to have them. They are given to us when we need them. A young lady in the church has cancer.  A friend and I were talking about the great inward strength and endurance she now has.  He said he wished he had the same inward strength, I replied you can, but the cancer comes with it. When our self-life and flesh screams to save it’s self we must cooperate with God to put them to death or there will be no room to hold more of God’s glory.  As we die to self and our desires we make room in us for God’s glory.  At the same measure we allow God to work in our lives at that same measure we will experience His life and inward strength, no more no less.  More next month on our great need for brokenness in our lives.     

 

ARTICLE REVIEW:

           

             Turning Towards Life

 

In Luke Chapter 15 Jesus shares a wonderful parable with us about a young man who we call the prodigal son.  Now I find it odd we call him the prodigal son when the Bible does not call him such.  We Christians are good at naming things the Bible does not name, for example no where in the KVJ Bible are the words; Mount of Transfiguration, claim, or rapture found.  The real Lord’s Prayer is John Chapter 17, not Matthew Chapter 6.  We must be careful to use Biblical words, terms, and expressions if not we can easily get over into new thoughts, examples, and expressions not supported by the word of God.  Dear friends we need to be careful in this area.    

In Luke 15:11-13, Jesus tells of a father who had two sons whom he divides out their goods from his and gives to them all that they were due.  Now after some time the youngest son took his goods and “journey into a far country” spending all he had on “riotous living,” in other words he wasted all of his money, but the older son stayed with the father at home.  There are many wonderful life lessons we can draw from this parable, so many truths just pop out at us to ponder and meditate on.  Most often we hear this text and a message on forgiveness quickly follows.  Did you know your amount of forgiveness is not based on God’s love for you?  Oh no my friend, our forgiveness is based and conditional on our forgiveness towards others, “Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:” (Luke 6:37) Our forgiveness is dependant on the measure and more important how we forgive others. If we forgive others truly from our heart we too will be truly forgiven by others from their heart, but if our forgiveness is lip service, then the truth is far from us as well as others’ forgiveness.  At the same measure, no more no less, we forgive we will be forgiven by God and others. 

Another message we often hear is regarding the older brother getting offended at the father. “And he was angry, and would not go in: therefore came his father out, and intreated him. 29And he answering said to his father, Lo, these many years do I serve thee, neither transgressed I at any time thy commandment: and yet thou never gavest me a kid, that I might make merry with my friends:” (Luke 15:28-29)  Us getting offended is a big issue to God. As a matter of fact, getting offended at God and others is the greatest obstacle in our lives in hearing from God.  When we get offended again and again at God and others it is nothing more then a manifestation of open rebellion to God’s dealings and judgments in our lives.  Here the older brother got offended and sadly missed out on the fellowship with the father and his younger brother and so much more.  Great peace have they which love thy law: and nothing shall offend them.”  (Psalms 119:165)  This place of great peace is God’s desires for us.  A place in Him where, “nothing shall offend them.” In the Greek it reads, “and nothing shall cause them to stumble and fall out of the way.”  For this to happen we must “love thy law” and always do that which is truthful, righteous, and full of integrity.  It is no wonder we are in great peace” for we are able to clearly hear from God and know His direction and focus for our lives.  Oh what “great peace” comes to us when we move correctly with God nothing can move us. No nothing causes us to stumble and fall out of the way God has for us to go, we are established, rooted and grounded like a tree planted by the rivers of living waters.     

Now there is another message which I believe is the main point of the parable and is seldom voiced.  This message is our great need to come to our senses and turn towards the life God offers.  Please notice the father did not go after his young son.  The father let his son go with all he had and knew he would waste it.  Many would say, the father should have went and searched for is son in the far country and brought him home, but he did not.  Well, so too our heavenly Father will give us things, even spiritual things, and then let us go spending them until we have only nothing left.  The father in all of his wealth and power allowed his youngest son to come to the end of him self.  “And when he came to himself, he said, How many hired servants of my father’s have bread enough and to spare, and I perish with hunger! 18I will arise (turn towards) and go to my father, and will say unto him, Father, I have sinned against heaven, and before thee,”  (Luke 15:17-18)  Our heavenly Father, in all of His glory, power, and authority loves us so much He too will allow us to come to the end of our self. When we are in sin God does not come after us nor does He force Himself on us, oh no He patiently waits. This waiting is a passive seeking to save that which is lost.  Jesus said, “I stand at the door and lock . . .” (Revelation 3:20) He does not kick the door in.  Like the young son’s father, God is waiting for us to come to our self and realize what is needed to be restored back to relationship with Him. For this to happen we must realize what sin is doing to us and all who we hold dear, then “arise and go to my father.” Knowing what sin will do in our lives is not enough, there must be a turning away from sin towards the life of God, and lastly we must confess and believe what we have said and done is wrong before God and man. The word “confess” in Romans 10:9 means we agree with God what He is saying about us is true.  Apart from His Son’s death on the cross, God is saying, “For we all have sinned and come short of the glory of God. (Romans 3:23)  There must be a heartfelt confession with our own mouth and words, That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.”  (Romans 10:9)  One of the greatest problems in the church today is, it is filled with people who have never had a true conversion from true confession, because of what we call the sinner’s prayer which is nowhere found in the Bible. Repeating another’s words will not do it, individually and with a heartfelt reflection we must look deep within our lives and thoughts and truly understand our great need to turn toward God.  Please notice the young son went to the father, the father did not go to the son.  This too is the pattern for us we are to turn toward the heavenly Father for things we need not only for salvation, but for all things we need as we grow in the grace and the knowledge of the Lord Jesus Christ. God the Father is waiting for us to come to our self, arise and go to Him, so we can confess with our mouth and believe in our heart, so we might be saved, healed, strengthened, whatsoever we lack all is found in Him. 

Brethren please do not misunderstand me I need forgiveness, to be saved, healed, strengthened as much as the next person, but let us not forsake this vital truth and requirement to turn from darkness and move towards the glorious light of the life of God.  It is our responsibility, like the young son, to turn from death towards life and not God’s responsibility to come get us.  I wish He would at times, but God, like the father in Luke 15, hopes we will come to the saving knowledge of our desperate need for Him in our lives.  Let us turn aside from our ways and turn towards the life that God offers so freely to us.  Let us love Him enough to come to Him, He is hoping we will and is waiting for us to turn towards Him.   Written by David Stahl

 

THOUGHTS FROM SARAH:

               

Karen will not be adding something this month, however Sarah, Daniel’s wonderful wife, has shared an article the Lord gave her.  Never forget,  the best is yet to come.

 

               A  Guide for Women 

 

I wonder how many women would answer honestly when asked how much of their time is spent adorning their outer appearance. Honestly I, myself, am embarrassed to share that number out loud. Oh how fruitless is the time wasted on criticizing and plotting to change our outer image. Now I wonder if I would receive the same response when asked how much time was spent on adorning and conforming our hearts into the woman God wants us to be. It’s the appearance of our heart we see reflecting back at us that we ultimately don’t like. Hoping every time we look in the mirror maybe, just maybe, we will see something we are a little more pleased with. What if as women we took that leap of faith to allow God to transform us into the woman he wants us to be? Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of putting on of apparel; But let it be the hidden man of the heart, in that which is not corruptible, even the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price. For after this manner in the old time the holy women also, who trusted in God, adorned themselves, being in subjection unto their own husbands: Even as Sara obeyed Abraham, calling him lord: whose daughters ye are, as long as ye do well, and are not afraid with any amazement.”  (1 Peter 3:3-6)

God considers a woman adorned with a meek and quiet spirit, in subjection under her own husband to be of a great price. We could reach such a height in our lifetime through learning to keep our mouths closed, hearts opened to the Lord and continually focused on eternity. Watch ye therefore, and pray always, that ye may be accounted worthy to escape all these things that shall come to pass, and to stand before the Son of man.” (Luke 21:36)  Allow Him to change you into the woman He desires you to be so you may be found worthy when you stand before Him.  I believe being considered a worthy woman in the sight of the Lord cannot be taught or observed in the examples placed before us in our world today.  Instead, it must be by deciding to take a stand and following the word of God; which has been laid before us, regardless of any criticism we face.  You may ask: “How do we learn such a thing that seems so hard to find today?”  Well, by going to God’s Holy Word and allowing Him to show you the things He desires to show to you.  We have a duty and a direction given by God to follow which is so simply placed before us.  No, it’s not an assignment of extremely high profile on this earth, but the sooner we learn the importance of our heart needing changed here on earth the sooner we can allow God to prepare our hearts for His kingdom.  Most often we don’t want to get out behind our wall of security we have fabricated and just trust in our husbands, in either good or bad decisions.  No where in the Bible is it mentioned to correct a wrong decision made by our husband.  But instead we are admonished to help him and support him in every decision regardless of our own opinion.  Our opinion just drives a wedge deeper and deeper in the marriage, after all our husbands have a natural drive to lead the family. Those opinions we often throw around are just subtle hints to our husbands that we don’t trust his leading, which slowly chips away at his natural drive to lead.  When things are not panning out the way we have imagined we begin to think we must take the bull by the horns, or in most cases by taking our husbands on our manipulation rollercoaster ride until he finally does what we want.  That is a simple lack of faith, and a lack of faith in our husband is ultimately a lack of faith in God.  “That they may teach the young women to be sober, to love their husbands, to love their children, To be discreet, chaste, keepers at home, good, obedient to their own husbands, that the word of God be not blasphemed.”  (Titus 2:4-5) Ladies, we are in danger of blaspheming God’s word by taking matters into our hands rather than learning to trust our husbands and adorning our heats with such characteristics that are taught to such a descriptive manner throughout the bible.  God’s way is very clear.  The whole order of marriage, for women, is to be submitted to our own husbands in everything, and not just picking and choosing as we find advantage.  There is no example in the Holy Bible where a woman was placed over a man, with God considering it pleasing in His sight. “Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began.”              (2 Timothy1:9) The Lord has given women a holy calling according to His own purpose, but sadly, too often, women of today have taken it upon themselves to fulfill their own purpose. Let’s look at what God’s word says about a woman’s purpose: “And the LORD God said, it is not good that the man should be alone; I will make him an help meet for him.” (Genesis 2:18,), “I will therefore that the younger women marry, bear children, guide the house, give none occasion to the adversary to speak reproachfully.” (1 Timothy 5:14), “Let your women keep silence in the churches: for it is not permitted unto them to speak; but they are commanded to be under obedience as also saith the law and if they will learn any thing, let them ask their husbands at home: for it is a shame for a woman to speak in church.  (1 Corinthians 14: 34-35), “Let the woman learn in silence with all subjection.” (1 Timothy 2:11), and “Wives, submit yourselves unto your own husbands, as it is fit in the Lord.” (Colossians 3:18) In these verses there seems to be quite a humbling sequence for us to follow and to endure through. If we are faithful to His word and trust in His purpose we cannot help but to abide in the doctrine laid out for us. This is the key to unlocking our husband’s heart. “Whosoever transgresseth and abideth not in the doctrine of Christ hath not God. He that abideth in the doctrine of Christ, he hath both the Father and the Son” (2 John 1:9) This verse is talking about being in violation of God’s ordained doctrine. No one said it would be easy. The fact is in trials of wife and motherhood the Lord will show us words of comfort for this time on earth.  We all are tried over and over, and if our daily devotion is spent in truly seeking Him we will see this point.  It’s all in preparation for His kingdom girls. I challenge you to take that perspective when facing everything that’s placed before you. Like learning to do any new thing there are bumps along the way but with those things we seem to learn and adjust much easier than with the things of God. “That the trial of your faith being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honor and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ:” (1 Peter 1:7) Being a woman after God’s own heart is in your grasp, but you must persist in the never ending effort to change.  Our following of God’s word may not always seem deserving based upon some of your husband’s actions.  Perhaps you think you have an argument such as “You don’t know my husband, he’s not strong he needs guidance, he needs me to direct his path” or “my husbands always changing his mind, he can never stick to one thing and it’s disrupting the family.” Actually you have no argument all. But you do have a husband that needs an extreme amount of your encouragement and support. There are many, many more excuses to tell yourself why you need to handle “your situation” differently, but if you can’t back up your actions (while them being considered a good thing) in the sight of the Lord, you’re defying God. Learn to accept whatever your circumstances with a joyful heart.  “And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men.”  (Colossians 3:23) Of course we will face wrongdoing towards us, why, because are husbands are human: just men. Yes, another perfect opportunity for us to allow the Lord to transform us. “For this is thankworthy, if a man for conscience toward God endure grief, suffering wrongfully. For what glory is it, if, when ye be buffeted for your faults, ye shall take it patiently? But if, when ye do well and suffer for it, ye take it patiently, this is acceptable with God.” (1 Peter 2:19-20) Yes everything we encounter is an opportunity to amend our old ways. That means there is a choice that we must make. In that choice we have the ability to make things at home better or worse. To also make your relationship with your heavenly father close or more distant. Your choice. Our second duty is to other women, to teach and encourage in the ways the Lord has instructed.  We don’t have to leave our homes for prolonged periods of time or even attend endless retreats for this wonderful opportunity.  God will give you opportunities at Church, at the grocery store, in line at the bank or even at any functions you attend in direct support of your husband.  Leaving our homes, especially when young children are involved, takes you away from your number one place of duty.  Do not bring your home under attack by leaving the dwelling of your most important ministry.  This is where your servitude takes place.  After the first sin took place in the Garden of Eden God put, what I call, three curses on woman. “Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception.  In sorrow thou shalt bring forth children and.  thy desire shall be to thy husband and he shall rule over thee”  (Gen 3:16)  But the wonderful truth is we have an escape from two of these “curses” by allowing the Lord to change us into the woman He wants us to be. Any correction that needs to be made in your heart can, if you allow, be revealed by the Lord through prayer and devotion. These are the two escapes God showed me personally, knowing exactly what I needed according to how He made me. “Notwithstanding she shall be saved in childbearing, if they continue in faith and charity and holiness and sobriety” (1 Timothy 2:15) and “Who can find a virtuous woman? for her price is far above rubies”  (Proverbs 31: 10) Sorry, there’s no getting away from our husbands ruling over us. But we as the weaker vessel need this because, again, God knows what we need according to how He made us. Trust Him. It’s up to you girls. Don’t stay ignorant in the ways the world teaches us to be. Become adored by your husbands and children by a close relationship with the Lord. Get excited about God’s deliverance from this oh too common downward spiral. He loves you, love Him in return. Written by Sarah Stahl

                   

POETRY CORNER:

 

                   Identification

  By John Wright Follette

 

I am a flame born of celestial fire.

I bear a name, Insatiable Desire.

I wear in heart an image all divine,

Past human art, not traced by moral line.

I hear God call to taste His heavenly power; I give my all to burn life’s single hour.

So let me burn through fetters that would bind; Thus will I learn and freedom will I find.

I shall return to love’s eternal fire,

There shall I burn, a satisfied desire.

 

DEAR FRIENDS:

 

          Brethren let us understand when we do something as Christians, no mater how big or how small it has an eternal impact in our lives.  When we sin we sin against God’s words to us. Now the word sin means to miss the mark, to know right, but do wrong.  God tells us not to lie, steal and cheat, and we do.  Now the sin is not the act of lying, stealing, and cheating, but not doing what God told us not to do.  We think it is and try to cover these acts with religious works and try to justify our actions, but sin is much more. Sin issues from our heart and is a nature of physical and spiritual death. At its lowest level sin is direct rebellion to God’s word and authority.  Sin is the biggest topic in the Bible and is the number one topic Jesus spoke about.  My friend sin is a big deal to God. He must be able to work in our lives, through His dealing and judgments, to get us to stop sinning.  How can we be used of God if we continue to sin?  We can not. If we think we can we are   fooling ourselves in believing we can and are over in great presumption and error. When Paul was on the road to Damascus and had his first encounter with Jesus this was the very point He was making with Paul, “And he said, “Who are you Lord?” The Lord said, I am Jesus whom you are persecuting.  It is hard for you to kick against the goads.”  (Acts 9:6)  The “goads” Paul was kicking against was the conviction  from the Holy Spirit as he remembered hearing Stephen say, “ . . . Lord do not charge them with this sin.”  (Acts 7:60)  Paul got it and he was used all his life.     

          As Christians, when we are unfaithful in serving at the local Body, as Jesus has asked us to do, we are not unfaithful to the local church we attend, but we are unfaithful to God Himself, we pull down His words to us in our lives and we made His words void in our heart, the local church, and world collectively. When we do things for people in reality we are not doing things to them, but we are doing things unto God. This was a continual mistake the Children of Israel made as God took them 40 years by way of the wilderness.  They thought they were talking to Moses, but in reality they were talking to God’s direct representative who represents God’s direct authority and power.  We must be very careful how we address authorities in our lives. We must be very careful how we talk to our Pastor and leadership in the local Church we attend.  We are not talking to them my friend, oh no we are talking to God and God will protect His word and His men and woman.  Many a Christian has been punished because they could not measure their words and attitudes with those who are in authority over us. 

         

NEEDS NOT WANTS:

 

1.       In Silistra, Bulgaria Pastor Yanko, Pastor Niki, and their church.  Pastor Niki is enhancing their print shop and needs $12,000 to upgrade their ability to print Bible and books, a most critical need in Eastern Europe.

2.       In Constanta, Romania Pastor Ritisan, the Lighthouse Church, and    their Mission Bible School.    

3.       In Suceava, Romania Pastors Nicu and Marcel at St. Andrews Church, and their Bible School, Christ for Romania.  Romania is undergoing new religious persecution from their government.    

4.       Pastor Joseph Mutua in Nairobi, Kenya needs your prayer and financial support.  The famine and drought in East Africa is killing 1000s.

5.       Pastor Mike Olufemi in the north of Nigeria.  He needs your prayers and support to be a light in great darkness. 

6.       Pastor S. J. Peter, Founder of DAWN Ministries and Pastor Wilson and his son Pastor Julian both near Hyderabad, India.        

7.       Financial support for the printing of: “Adventures with God.”    

8.       Pastor Metin Mintaz and the members of Uskudar Son Buyruk Kilisesi in Istanbul, Turkey.

9.       Pastor Elieti Msangi in Dar Es Salaam and Pastor Isreal Mutaitina in Bukoba, Tanzania.

10.  Major Rob McIntosh, Chaplin, Gatwick Airport, Salvation Army, London, England.  

11.     Vivian’s Maternity and Child Care Clinic project in Aviele, Nigeria.

12.     Pastor Tek Dahl, his Church, and the radio station project in Kathmandu, Nepal.  

13.     Pastor Sharief Ramsis, Khartoum Evangelical Church, (his Church) and their feeding and lodging ministry of the 1000s of children from the famine and war regions.

 

FUTURE SCHEDULE:

           

          June:   Local Ministry

          July:   Kathmandu, Nepal

          August:  Local Ministry

 

I am still available to share what God has given me at churches and/or home groups.  If God moves on your heart to bless the ministries I visit and share God’s love I would be honored to make it possible for God and you.  God told Abram, “I will bless those who bless you and curse those who curse you.” (Genesis 12:3)  If you want a blessing, then bless someone.  Remember, God is to you what you are to God.    

 

CONTACT INFORMATION: 

 

Address: 

David and Karen Stahl

141 Coke Place

Jacksonville, NC  28546

 

Phone:

Home:    (910) 346-1739

Mobile:  (910) 273-5712

FAX:     (910) 346-1739

 

Email:

dstahl@ec.rr.com

 

Website:

www.beholdinghisglory.com

 

I am pleased to announce “God Still Performs Miracles:  A Book of Personal Encouragement” is now available and FREE FOR THE ASKING.  No cost for the book, but I will ask for mailing cost.

 

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